i got my tattoo.
hurts.
but i'm happy with the result!
thank you Vernon. and Ael too!

i dont want to talk about it anymore.
i dont know why you keep stupid things to yourself.

i'm so lost.

i dont want to see you cry.
i dont want you sad.

but please.
stop wallowing in self pity before you come and talk to me.

to many fishes waiting to eat me up.

i wanted to blog about malaysia and stuffs.
but i just totally lost my mood.

i've never heard someone cry so badly over the phone before.
and its all because of you.
you sont even want to admit your mistakes.
and you keep doing what you do.
thinking that you're right.

you're going to be burned by karma.
and you're going to die for it.

on a lighter note.
christmas is coming soon.
and i got a B for Immuno.

according to kaira.
our mission for the day.


i got my new red CoffeeBean shirt!
that makes me a really happy girl.
the only spoiler is that we have to wear aprons to cover everything.






no gingerbreads were harmed in the making of this latte.

so lab was today.
doing DNA fingerprinting.
feeling so CSI.
woots!

he's going to get the Nobel prize.


the only thing that keeps me on a wishing star.

question.
why is everyone saying shit balls now?
new favourtie word?

YC is getting transferred.
and i wanna go with her.
somehow, i dont want to stay there anymore.
i'm going to miss her.

i dont miss school.
but the people there.

i kinda got trigger happy with my new phone. so here it goes.


she's my samurai.
and i'm her ninja!



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thinking like a genius.

he was supposed to be a hot guy.
but we didnt have the balls to take his picture.

picture perfect.

i want to love you.
but you make it so hard.
i miss you.

good job people!

just add another two on the list then.

i'm going to sleep now.

oh and there is no picture of sherilyn. simply because she told me to delete it.

i dont know how to tell it to your face.

but really, you think its cute, i think its irritating.
soon, enough will be more than enough.

i hate tug of wars.

i'mo lazy to blog.
really, i am.

and i have no idea what to blog about too.
cause my life just went out of my window.

i wanna live the life of a CSI.

i got my new phone.
dinner with bestfriend on tuesday.
malaysia on saturday.

all's good.

when i have to come back to you.

its either both or none.

i'm willing to take this risk.

one day, and i'm serious about it.
i'm going to ask the guy who reads the bible on the train.
why he looks so constipated all the time.
and why he shakes his head all the time.

so try to imagine a guy whose face is scrunched up in pain and shaking his head and mumbling to himself.
have fun with mental images.

on IMVU.
talking to a guy who likes to cross dress.
weird much?

what in the world did i do to make you think that i'm a gentle person.
oh my bloody goodness.

i just realised that i missed my Med Tech UT today.
and i almost slipped and fell three times because of my retarded slippers.
time to throw the polka dot stuffs away.

holidays, please come soon.

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.

good job Claire.
for getting me into more trouble.
at least it was you.
i can't stay angry with you for long.

is it too much to ask? too much too fast?

completely misunderstood.

thats the way life ends isn't it?

interpret it how ever you want.
but it doesn't really matter.

you dont know me.

Funerals, somehow its something that I try to escape every single time. But somehow, this one is one that I cannot run away from. I guess the most difficult part is letting go. Because once upon a time, you had a relationship with that person and its something that you cannot deny. No matter how you tell yourself not to cry, somehow you just do. But these tears are worth it.

I finally had sometime alone with Kaira. And I must admit that it was good. She knocked some sense into me. And I know that she’s that one person that can really do that. And she bought me a dress! A really pretty sun dress that according to her, doesn’t make me look fat because of the elastic bands at the right places. Yeah right. And she kept asking me to join dragon boat with her. I don’t want to die just yet. But we’re going to the gym soon. Kaira the personal trainer.

Talking to CS made me realize a lot of things. But I’ll clean up his shit. I don’t know how it comes down to this. But he’s some one I’d do this for. And Nick too. Just don’t ask me why.

I somehow find myself in a fix. Between two people. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know how to react. Its been really long since I’ve been in a situation like this. And I don’t like it one bit.

Christmas is coming and I don’t feel the spirit. I take a walk anywhere and I see decorations and lights. And I know that its coming really shortly. I’m running out of ideas for gifts. And the lack of money seems to get to me too. I shouldn’t have treated people that won’t worth it.

I’ve been working more, hoping that I’d earn more money. I really have to update my wish list. And I really want to extend my comic collection.

Television has the weirdest shows. Seriously.

Somehow, they don’t seems to affect me. Rather, they seem to make me laugh aloud. Excellent choice of words I must say. I can’t believe that some people have such limited vocabulary.

Reality comes in a splash of cold water that forces you to wake up. As to how some people are really screwed in the head. You especially.

Alright, smoke break.

And you guys never to put it a point to put yourself in a situation if it happens to you. Which is why you'll never understand how it feels.
Don't put the blame on others and maybe take a look in the mirror. Because maybe then you'll see what an ugly person you are.

Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason.